# bitches

It's weird, whenever you make a mistake with a man all your girls are right there saying I told you so! But, when you ask their advice, they can only say, He seems nice!

Hmmm just got this via text?

Nope

He didn't show up, he didn't come by. Once again, I wasn't enough.

I've been told this is me

I can do this.

I hold on to my past with a magnifying glass, and my future, with a shotgun.  I am so scared, so betrayed.  My life has turned into this cornucopia of bullshit on the table that I no longer recognize. I have taken the steps to better myself, I am jumping through the hoops, but still struggling to the point if exhaustion.  The people I thought I could count on are gone and I feel myself flipping off God. Come on, is this all you got?  The irony of it all is that I have never felt more stronger or confident.  I've never felt so alone, yet I can do this.